artemis sabian coley donatelli.

10.29.2002
[10:11 AM]
yeah, once again i'm late for school. but eh, whatever. the way i figure, if you're late after 8:15a and counted as absent after 12:00p, if i'm late i'm gonna take my sweet ass time getting to school. i'll get there around 11:45 =D. i woke up late this morning cuz for some reason my alarm didn't go off at 6:00a like it does every morning and mom decided she didn't wanna wake me up until 6:52a (when my bus comes). so basically i said fuck it... i knew i didn't have enough time to get ready and get to school on time, so i laid my ass right back down and passed out again. i needed those extra 3.35 hours of sleep, anyway. now, i'm gonna sit here and eat my oodles-n-noodles with egg, drink my OJ, shower, and hit it.
10.23.2002
[10:02 PM]
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10.22.2002
[10:17 AM]
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10.5.2002
[11:00 AM]
A BITCH DONE GOT PAID! it's always such a good feeling to have money in ur pocket, isn't it? plus, after i got off of work last night i went out downtown with marco & jason and auntie & i got a slight like high. stumbled into this house around 2:00am, cleaned up a little (cuz whenever i get high i always get into clean-up mode) and passed out on my bed complacent with the fact that i had money in my pocket. life is good when u have money. =D so today i'm gonna go and cash this wonderful check, give some people some money back, and do a little shopping around the city. i just need to make sure that i don't spend all of my money cuz knowing me i'll buy like 3 outfits and end up with $9 to last me for 2 weeks. it'd be nice if someone would go shopping with me, but everybody's asleep. eh.. then out on my own i go.
10.2.2002
[2:15 PM]
i've been browsing name after name online and have come up with a nice list of names that i wouldn't mind changing my name to. for those who don't know, yes, i will be changing my name around march 1st. why u may ask? because i'm tired of the name brandon since everybody, their mother, their father, their cousin, and their uncle who they didn't know was gay has the damn name! and cox, well, i think that's self explanatory. if i hear one more person make fun of my last name, i just might commit suicide and leave a note next to my body stating, "sorry, i couldn't wait until march." here're the names: adonis, artemus, caleb, carvel, marion, sabian, seth, tobias, pablo, pierre, raphael, armand, rocco, donovan, jacques, marquis, paris tell me what u think.

[12:23 PM]
yeah, i went home early from school today because i wasn't feeling too hot. well, i wasn't feeling too good and since mom's gonna be in new york for the week, i figured i might as well make the most of it and go home early. now i can get all the sleep that i haven't been getting for the past..month. i dunno what it is but with my schedule i always go to sleep a little bit past midnight every weekday and no earlier. since i wake up at 6:00 (which recently always gets pushed back to 6:30) i only get like 6 hours of sleep at night and have to get up, go to school, go to work, be home around 10:30, still do homework, study, masterbate, and go to sleep. that's too much. damn money-making job! tomorrow, if everything goes accordingly, i'll be making an announcement on the morning announcements at school that will signify the start of the gay-straight alliance (gsa). this organization is for the gay, bisexual, straight, questioning, and everybody else. we have speakers, discussions, activities, and general talk about gay life, discrimination, understanding, and anything else that happens to come up. if u would like to know more about it, feel free to email me at iivegitaii@aol.com and ask. i'll have more up tomorrow.
9.28.2002
[3:30 AM]
i really love this nights when i get online and just listen to music until i'm so tired that i can hardly walk upstairs to go to sleep. these are the nights that i really get to enjoy life. i guess i really enjoy doing this so much because of my extreme passion for music and it's just so much fun to just sit here and sing & absorb all the poetry that's flowing into my ears. plus, since i have my good computer back, i can download all the music i can without having to worry about a sudden breakdown or some random shit like that. ::sigh:: yes.. i think that as long as i have my music, life will always be good. even in the bad times. and does anyone else notice that when u start downloading those old songs that u haven't heard in forever u start to reminisce and just feel all warm inside? no? oh, well that must just be me. aight, back to singing.
9.27.2002
[12:32 PM]
grrr.. i hate the fact that i need to have money to go to work. i need a $3 bus pass to go there and get back home, like $2 for something to eat on my break, and maybe some cigarette money for my break and after work. that's too much money that i don't have at the moment. now next week when i get that $350 paycheck, i won't be complaining so much.

[11:40 AM]
*from last night around midnight:* i just came home from work not too long ago (probably like an hour ago or something, i dunno.. tired). yeah, that's right.. brandon's got yet another job. i currently work at Forever 21 at The Gallery in downtown baltimore. it's a really nice job, too. i make $7/hour and work whenever the hell i want! well, actually i work every other day.. kinda. sunday, tuesday, thursday, friday, and saturday. and those few hours a day really add up to a nice little paycheck every two weeks. plus, all i have to do is put clothes on the rack and sit on my ass. and who could forget that plentiful 10% discount! sure, it's only $2-3 per item, but that's like a bus pass and a double cheeseburger for mcdonald's dollar menu! i really need to start doing something to this site, but i somehow really doubt i'll be making any extreme changes. i have so many different designs that i've made over my computer-less months, but i really don't feel like i wanna change my current design. i've had it for so long and it just kinda feels right for me. maybe i'll spice this layout up a little bit by adding a little pepper here and there, but i think that for the main part everything's gonna stay about the same. however, my links and shit definitely need to be updated. perhaps a picture section or something.. i dunno. we'll see.
9.22.2002
[1:59 PM]
WOW! i havne't blogged in so fucking long! like omg! i figure i'm gonna start bloggng again as a way to vent and just let loose like i used to back in th day. so for those who wanna read this stuff, go to some interestng sites, and just plain ole read what i'm typing, feel free to come back to my site. and spread the word, why don'tcha!
3.12.2002
[1:01 AM]
i just had a big fight with mom about my grades and everything else she decided she wanted to argue about. she started by yelling at me about my progress report grades because i got a U in physics (which'll be rectified when i turn in these labs) and a U in english. the U in english is the big problem because i've been failing english all year and if i keep it up i'm gonna end up going to summer school again, which is something that i REALLY don't want to do again. i can see where she's coming from when she's talking about how i should do better, but then she starts asking me all of these pointless questions that have no real answer.. i know i don't have the answers! she even had the nerve to punch me! i instinctively yelled back at her and she, of course, saw my tongue ring and asked some stupid question about it which i completely ignored. after that she kept egging me on about stupid shit and went on with how now i'm punished from the computer (...ok? and?) and the phone and she just didn't seem to understand how on earth it's possible to miss a deadline for a research paper for mr. bleich, which shows just how much she doesn't know about jack shit involving my school life and work because if she did then she would know just how ridiculously difficult everything in bleich's class is! so she just kept sitting here yelling at me for a good while. i tried ignoring her the whole time but it just didn't work. i can't ignore someone who's standing in front of me yelling at me and telling me how pathetic i'm doing in school and this and that that's a horrible habit for me to have and dadadada gay is evil dadadada. i told her to just leave me alone and that i didn't wanna have this fucking conversation with her anymore. she, of course, insisted on having the conversation right now because why wait, right? i try ignoring her more, but it just doesn't seem to work. so now all i can really do is sit here, cry some more, and look for my contact that fell out with the tears. i hate life so much. why can't i just go to a zoned school where i'd be making nothing but 100's that would look excellent on my college applications as opposed to these failing grades that look like failing grades on my college applications (no matter what high school i went to!)? i don't even know if i wanna go to college after all of this mess that she's putting me through... i mean, i'd have to hear this shit from her for 4 more years while she paid for a little bit of my college or whatever and nothing will have changed.
3.6.2002
[8:16 PM]
i'm really getting into anne rice's vampire chronicles as of recently. for my research paper in mr. bleich's class i'm comparing a thematic idea between the novel and movie of Interview with the Vampire. i went to the library yesterday and borrowed rice's Blood and Gold (which is a very good book) and today i went out and bought Queen of the Damned. all of these are ridiculously great books to read and i suggest all of u barge out of ur houses now dragging ur parents/money-givers by their hair to get them to buy all of the books in anne rice's vampire chronicle collection. now. no, really!

[7:33 PM]
You are Lestat. The Brat Prince of Vampires. You're great and you know it. Find your inner vampire.
3.2.2002
[2:11 PM]
i didn't come to school yesterday because i ended up going to the club on the night of my b-day and didn't get back until 3:30 in the morning. i woke up at 6:00a to go to school but ended up going right back to sleep. i didn't wake up until 2:45 (which is, for those who don't know, 20 minutes before school ends)! :-D so i ended up having a pretty good day of sleeping. i was supposed to be going out today to buy devin his birthday present to go just do random stuff, but mom decided to stop me in mid-shower to tell me that i'm grounded for not going to school on friday. that is one of the stupidest things i've heard in a while. if i had gone to school, i would've slept through every single class and one of the teachers would've sent me to the nurse or office because they'd think i was high or something was wrong with me. so i would've ended up at home either way.. what's the big deal? whatever. it's not like i'm gonna listen to her anyway.. i'll be going out either tomorrow or on monday. i refuse to not do anything on a free monday.
2.28.2002
[7:57 PM]
::sigh:: for it to be my birthday, i sure am having a piece-of-shit-day. i woke up this morning with the biggest head ache i've had in a while and a slightly achy tongue. i took about 5-6 ibuprofen once i got to school and started feeling a little better. i slept through the black history program and the first 3 periods. not many people remembered it was my birthday which kind of upset me because i try to remember everybody's b-day and get something for them, though i'm not always successful because of money & time problems. i had to remind most of my friends, but quite a few remembered. in fact, many random people who i really don't even talk to remembered! i was supposed to go out to towson with my sister, but someone stole $200 from her in this house (my stepfather, though no one wants to admit it.. especially not mom) so she made a raincheck for two weeks from now... =(. mom wants to go out and eat but if i eat in front of her i know she'll see my tongue ring and flip out. why would she flip out u say? for no reason at all. it's what she does best. but anyway, i'm gonna go to sleep in like an hour or so, so thanx to everyone who remembered and wished me a happy b-day and to those who didn't, well it doesn't really matter, so don't worry.
2.24.2002
[12:02 PM]
who has their tongue pierced? *brandon has his tongue pierced!*
2.20.2002
[9:43 PM]
ok ok ok.. it's been 16 days since i last published anything, but i'm working on it, k? lemme just vent on here right quick about stupid people who bother me with their stupid shit.. i.e. my mother. i come home today and she decides that we need to have a talk about how i need to start saving money up since i'm making a decent amount at work now. she started it off with a pretty good point about how i should put a little bit in the bank for every paycheck so that i could have a lil something to spend on the side, but i knew she'd fuck the conversation up pretty soon, like she always does. so then she got into how she wanted me to stop being on the phone so much. i don't understand why she wants me to not be on the phone.. i mean, nobody calls her, but when they do i get off the phone for her. i have a shitload of friends and that's how i keep up with them.. sorry that i have a good personality and people like me and want to talk to me! then she went into how she knows that i have an extremist personality and how if i do something, i have to do it to the extremes. [this is where i knew she would throw the ignorant card in] like how since i decided to be gay i've also decided to be the biggest queen in the universe!! WTF?!?! i swear i was about to get up and start voguing for her when she said that... you wanna see extremely gay? i'll show u extremely gay! after that i just completely stopped listening to her. she said something about how i need to start giving her money since i'm making money now.. LOL! rrrrrriiiight. yes, let me, the 16 year old, give u who make $30/hour money for living in the house which u r legally obligated to provide for me until i turn 18. i've been living here for free for 16 years, but now that ur not giving me any money at all, i might as well give u some of mine. do u know i almost died laughing on the floor when she said that? i mean what the fuck is she gonna do if i don't give her any money, kick me out of the house??? that's right.. not a god damn thing! and she sure did keep suggesting how i should keep money at home so that i wouldn't spend it.. ha! that's right, let me keep my money at home so that u can get in my drawer and take it when u feel that i haven't given u enough of my paycheck to satisfy u. let me keep my money at home so u can take some like u do my sister's money...